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Well, I am going into my 4 th month of job hunting without any luck so far. I decided to go back to college so that I could get a job that I wanted to do and I was tired of retail. Well thousands of dollars in debt later I now can't find any job that will cover my bills and expenses. The only job that I was interviewed for was filled today by someone else. I know I need to go back to grad school and get my masters but the idea of more debt adding to the impossibility of finding work does not make me want to spend more money in the hope that it will bring employment. With my savings running out soon I can only hope that I get some job offer, anything at this point. I have traveled the world looking for a place to call home and now that I found someplace I truly like it appears I will have to leave. I am not even sure what else to try at this point. Well they say it is always darkest before the dawn, well sun I am waiting....

Still happy though :)

How else can I put it, I am Happy. Not your run of the mill happy but a heart fluttering, all encompassing, capital H happy. I look forward to talking with him and each email brings a smile to my face. I honestly have to say I did not believe that feeling this way about someone was possible. I seriously hope he does not decide to read this though but since he is not a member maybe he won't find it. The relationship is new and I really don't want to scare him off but I feel that if I don't tell someone I may explode and my friends are probably very tired of hearing about him. This person took me completely by surprise. I thought he had no interest in me until just a couple of weekends ago. I am very glad that I took that second job!